i'm finally home early for the 1st time after dunno how many donkey years... went mindef for despatch with s4... had lunch with her at causeway pt and went to semb camp for some lame ofe cert presentation and came back... FINALLY... i get to have some rest... my long awaited rest... *yawnz* i'm really tired... still haven't recover from the sleep deficit last week...

hmm, it was great talking to s4... she's prolly the only person in my unit who can ustnd an athlete's pt of view... well, she was also aiming for sea games for dragon boat but thanks to the bz schedule, training plans have screwed up... well, it's the same for me... thought that i could apply for time off for training but now?? it's not possible anymore... well, told her that i'll be bringing my spikes to train over in taiwan... well, the probs that plagued saaa are also clear and present in the other NSAs too... well, she was really upset back in 03 when they called off the sending of the dragonboat team to vietnam... reason?? politics... and blah blah blah... well, it was great talking to her cuz she's prolly the only one in camp with the same freq on sports as me... hmm, we were discussing whether taking the specialist path is better... cuz being a degree holder among the WOSEs is like a gem while being a degree holder among the officer corps, is like a small fry, compared to the pres scholars... i guess, maybe it's betta to be a degree holder and be a spec cuz the chances of promotion is much higher...

listened to yoko ono's french album on my train ride home, good way to chill out... but couldn't help but feel alone... kindda lost when there's nothing to do... but it isn't good too when there's too many things to do... i shall slack today and not do anything much... wanted to train actualy, but i'm kindda lazy now...

it's coming soon... 8 apr... i really can't wait to go taiwan and enjoy myself there... maybe i should go hk too in june and shing kit can bring us ard...

as for now... i wanna sleep...