the return of the sun...

her long awaited album is finally going to be out tmr... can't wait to get it... yeah... hopefully, there'll be more nice songs...

anomaly...

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imperfect legs...

i promise the day i wake up, i will soar...
i'll never lose my legs, for it is them that give me strength and hope...
the journey continues...

Because you loved me...

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrongs that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful,
BabyYou're the one who held me up
And never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all

Chorus: You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't see
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand, I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, You gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm greatful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

Chorus

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark
Shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you!

(You were my strength when I was weak)-You were my strength!
(My voice when I couldn't speak)-Oh when I couldn't speak!
(You were my eyes when I couldn't see)You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am...

Because you loved me...

thank you~

street directory database

went nus on fri... played tennis for the whole aftnoon... boy, it was real tiring man... haha, anyway sarah brought me ard her arch studio and bumped into pin jie who futher enlightened me bout his adventures in arch, how he battled uncle zhou and the Z monster... well, it's kindda interesting the way the studios are structured. one studio consist bout 10 tables and they cluster in a group, in a very cozy fashion, like our hc class benches... well, it's quite good cuz can foster interactions btwn ppl and it'll be really fun if ur studio ppl are a bunch of jiaobins... pin jie showed me a number of his works, which was quite zai, esp his sketch of moses... haha, arch is unlike other facs which have quizzes and test regularly... arch is mainly on proj, instead of exams... this rox man, reminds me of my chinese high days, where i hated mugging and immersed myself in proj which i enjoyed... goooood, at least i can convince myself that i didn't make a wrong choice, arch seems like what i'll like to do and enjoy... of cuz, pj also said that as an arch student, u gotta 看得开 cuz u can be very hardworking and put in lotsa effort in your work but in the end you still can't score cuz the prof buay song ur works or maybe just buay song u... well, there's nothing you can do... being lousy in results doesn't mean that you're not a good designer... sigh, but in singapore, result is still "everything"... oh well, no way to change ppl's mindset that being an arch has no future... well, this is my path, there will be a future if you believe in it...

while it is unlikely that there will be a future, it is possible at the same time that there will be a future...

hmm, wat xy say is kindda true that i shouldn't run ard in nus so much, if not there won't be 新鲜感 when i come in 2 years later, but guess wat, i've stored nus and ntu maps in my database, muahuahahah... actually, i think i've explore more than 60% of spore, almost all the housing estates, except sengkang... as for private estates, the bt timah and western area should be all done... soon, i shall try to source for short cuts... but the think about knowing too much bout spore is that i'll feel kindda sianz driving liao, cuz there no where to explore... i've explored from neo tiew road in lim chu kang to telok paku road in changi... yay~ the 24hrs street directory hotline will be fully functional soon, when i've finish updating all my patches... maybe i can provide value added services like providing directions for bt timah trail or safti live range... as for now, tips for travelling will be updated in future posts...

but the thing is that once after 12am, i tend to "holland" and take the longer route... as u can see, the system maybe unstable at times too...

y = e^infinity ~ experience life

our age is increasing at an exponential rate...

let age be e, let pain be y...

y = e^infinity

as we grow older, we feel sadder even though materially we have more... the material can't satisfy our souls... we're gonna hit the big 2 soon... as times go by, we'll cont to hold on to some part of our past cuz that past has touched your life forever, no matter how u move on, it can't be taken away from you... to >> tootsie loh, coolsudzai forever, it'll never be lost...

万事都是虚空，若我们看破红尘，也许会找到快乐，永恒的快乐和幸福。
这份幸福不是：钱，权势，荣耀，性，恋爱。 而是生命。生命是要付出，要贡献，要牺牲，这样才明白生命地真谛，真正的价值。

experience life... u dun need $ to experience life... though having $$ easiest way to experience life... there're other ways to experience life... life will be an experience if u live it alternatively, not conforming to the world... be a monk or a missionary... be a UN aid worker in some ulu countries... but maybe or most probably in the end, we still choose the $ way...

wat's the diff btwn a beggar and a millionare? NOTHING...
you still live and die in a diff way... one will die of hunger, the other will die of eating too much... who experienced life? both, just that they experience types of life...

chinese medicine...

chinese medicine... no more chinese medicine...

moment of eternity...

embrace the moment... for it'll be a moment of eternity...
finally knowing sth that's joyous and happy... i'm happy for you :)

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well, went back to somewhere familiar this morn... tango wing seems the same but the ppl aren't there... realised that the honour roll is dominated by my platoon and my section was really qiang... they say that you never know how much u miss and love something or someone when u lose it, it's really true... ever since our platoon split, there was a sense of sadness, even seeing awsm (who gives extras and mocks alot at ppl) made them so elated in brunei... amazing how 4mths of togetherness can bond ppl together...

well, i'm really blessed to have great ppl around me... you may not be someone great in the worldly eyes, but to me you are the greatest...

was watching our class video again today, showed my friend too... felt alot bout it, though my friend was quite stone... guess the video will only be appreciated by all jiaobins...

even though we're far apart, our hearts will be as one...

tango one lives on...

just came back from my bbq with tango one... it was kindda a small gathering of bout 10ppl... consisted of mainly the infantry and arty guys... they shared bout their interesting encounters... for the infantry guys, they just came back from taiwan, what an interesting trip... 2 weeks of super doper tough training, minimal sleep, bashing through virgin grasslands and walking up and down the hill, or maybe a small mountain... hung yi miraculously met 10 ninja vans along the way... well, ninja vans are those vans that sell food to saf soldiers who are distressed w/o food, theoretically, it's illegal to buy food from these ninja vans, but as usual, practicing the 8th core value... the recreation aft their missions was fun... staring incidents in taipei night market aft telling the hawkers that they were sporeans... thrilling theme park rides, they went to 4 theme parks in 3 days... met persistent hookers and pimps on the streets... bump into some celebs... well, it their trip to taiwan really sounded cool... as usual, our dear mr see is as extra as ever... sigh... as for the arty guys, they mug like siao daily and have tons of test... very much like studying for a levels maths and phys... if you fail ur test, ur weekend will be burnt cuz u gotta study for retest... u fail a few times and u'll ooc... well, it's great to hear bout their interesting life, which i'll never get to experience... they agree that they don;t feel at ease with their current group of cadet mates cuz their heart is still in tango one... it's sad, cuz we were so united as a platoon, everyone misses those days, where we had turnouts together, casavec together, knit together, do stupid stuff together... though, it's been like 4mths since i parted with them but i still keep fond memories... i miss the days of chionging with them... it's a sense of bonding and brotherhood... tango one will be a milestone, a chapter of my life stored in my memory... 3 more months to 22 jan... all the way guys... ningyan, get ur soh n do tango one proud... i'm waiting to salute you guys...

.............

not running anymore...

tired of racing... i can't... no, i CAN... do i want to? will i want to?
maybe what dickson say is true... take it easy...

admiration...

denial...

acceptance...