y = e^infinity ~ experience life

our age is increasing at an exponential rate...

let age be e, let pain be y...

y = e^infinity

as we grow older, we feel sadder even though materially we have more... the material can't satisfy our souls... we're gonna hit the big 2 soon... as times go by, we'll cont to hold on to some part of our past cuz that past has touched your life forever, no matter how u move on, it can't be taken away from you... to >> tootsie loh, coolsudzai forever, it'll never be lost...

万事都是虚空，若我们看破红尘，也许会找到快乐，永恒的快乐和幸福。
这份幸福不是：钱，权势，荣耀，性，恋爱。 而是生命。生命是要付出，要贡献，要牺牲，这样才明白生命地真谛，真正的价值。

experience life... u dun need $ to experience life... though having $$ easiest way to experience life... there're other ways to experience life... life will be an experience if u live it alternatively, not conforming to the world... be a monk or a missionary... be a UN aid worker in some ulu countries... but maybe or most probably in the end, we still choose the $ way...

wat's the diff btwn a beggar and a millionare? NOTHING...
you still live and die in a diff way... one will die of hunger, the other will die of eating too much... who experienced life? both, just that they experience types of life...