Saturday, January 15, 2005
i'm a thief
haha, i'm stealing songs!!! buahahahaha... those online song storage sites are good places to steal songs... hahahaha...
the changi i never knew
hehe, had a long bz but eventful and fun day today... went changi naval base to settle the admin stuff for the ngos and send the final detachment off on rss endeavour... too bad, i didn't stay long enough to see vivian or uncle teo... well, cnb is really nice, very serene and senic...i dun mind joining sean at his workplace, provided if there's not too much sai gang... sianz, tmr still gotta work at 7 but i'll be on time for wakeboarding...
Thursday, January 13, 2005
胆小鬼
胆小鬼 is my fave chinese song in 1998... this song marks the start of my (prolly many others too) sec 1 life... it's a simple and catchy song but yet so captivating... well, i guess 98 was a smooth year without worries, study, train... wow, 7 years has past... this song reminds me to weijin, cuz he kept playing it on the piano... haven't been in touch with him for a really long time though... it also reminds me of seniors, some of whom are getting married... i was toot, hardworking, bz earning my credit points, piaing hard for my work, trying to get straight a1s... haha, justin, yongbin, haojie n i formed an "alliance" in studying, to become the unbeatables... i will never forget the ect incidents of finding a used "rubber" on a table in the morn, ppl getting expelled for weird reasons... i can remember our dear 林老师 who gave lotsa 剪报s and compulsory picking of 相思豆s for punishments and my controversial exemption frm chi exams, which sparked off the "守株待兔" incident... come to think bout it, i dunno how i was so hardworking then to do work on the bus, like 剪报s, writing out the definitions of words from 词语手册 and writing the ans down on paper or doing maths on the bus... i would literaly do work (not read but write things) once i step up onto 157 or 174 and do work until i alight at boon lay... hmm, i guess maybe i should start doing the same now...
well, that was sec 1... 7 years ago...
well, that was sec 1... 7 years ago...
songs...
i will upload songs regularly, so that my blog will be like a juke box... please indicate on the tagboard wat songs u'll like to hear too... heeee :)
what's up for 2005?
haven't been blogging for quite sometime...
well, life has been really busy with all the admin stuff to prepare for the overseas mission... but nevertheless i had my load of fun in the process too... time past prolly the fastest today, worked continuously frm 8-6pm with only a lunch break... thankfully i didn't have to work overtime...
hmm, these 2 weeks have been passing by fast, haven't really got the chance to sit down and fully reflect on what i wanna do this year... but i guess here are some resolution which i hope to achieve...
things to learn:
1. basic french
2. flash mx
3. autocad
4. 3d studio max
things to finish so far:
1. youth fellowship website
2. aunt's website
3. mom's biz website
4. paint and rearrange my room
places to go:
1. tour ard sea / sea sports in bintan in june
2. tour in dec with the jiaobins while clearing leave
things to buy:
1. laptop
2. digi cam (prolly a zai one)
3. badminton / tennis racquet
4. bike (not really necessary though)
5. keyboard (yamaha s80 is great, justin has been psychoing us...)
things to achieve:
1. go sea games (erm, it's ultimately a dream only... provided if i can clear 7.2m)
2. serve happily and learn lots from pub comm
well, this is obviously an ambitous resolution for 2005... if i wanna achieve them all, i guess i dun really need to sleep liao... anw, i guess my biggest dream this year is to jump far far... really far... it's my life...
hmm, i've been trying to get myself away from work n relax by signing up for courses and workshops... haha, this is the benefit of getting quite alot of appointments (good sai gangs) as a clerk... though i gotta work more, but i get the opportunity to attend expensive and useful workshop... went to some sdu workshop where they taught how to look good, be presentable and i prolly will be going one on creating the 1st impression... it's quite helpful and good to waste time... went for some creative workshop and soon going for some creative camp for wits projects... well, these seminars are kindda ex... lemme see, i've prolly ripped more than 1k frm saf going for all the medical tests and specialists visits... and ripped bout 1k going for the courses too... well, these creative courses are not cheap commercially...
being a clerk is kindda good now though u need to do lotsa sai gangs... but u learn alot too... well, this humanitarian mission, my unit was tasked the oic for some of the detachments and though i wasn't in theatre, it was fulfilling doing the preparation and getting in touch with some interesting briefings and admin preparation that will only appear once in a lifetime...
well, that's so much for my updates on 2005... signing off... gotta prep my tuition stuff... sianz, why the agencies ask me to teach pri sch kids... hopefully i get more sec sch students... well, i guess i would like to teach history for term 2 of 2006 aft i ord... hopefully, i get to teach any of the ip schs... oh well, it's still quite a long way...
time to work hard... calvin will pia again...
well, life has been really busy with all the admin stuff to prepare for the overseas mission... but nevertheless i had my load of fun in the process too... time past prolly the fastest today, worked continuously frm 8-6pm with only a lunch break... thankfully i didn't have to work overtime...
hmm, these 2 weeks have been passing by fast, haven't really got the chance to sit down and fully reflect on what i wanna do this year... but i guess here are some resolution which i hope to achieve...
things to learn:
1. basic french
2. flash mx
3. autocad
4. 3d studio max
things to finish so far:
1. youth fellowship website
2. aunt's website
3. mom's biz website
4. paint and rearrange my room
places to go:
1. tour ard sea / sea sports in bintan in june
2. tour in dec with the jiaobins while clearing leave
things to buy:
1. laptop
2. digi cam (prolly a zai one)
3. badminton / tennis racquet
4. bike (not really necessary though)
5. keyboard (yamaha s80 is great, justin has been psychoing us...)
things to achieve:
1. go sea games (erm, it's ultimately a dream only... provided if i can clear 7.2m)
2. serve happily and learn lots from pub comm
well, this is obviously an ambitous resolution for 2005... if i wanna achieve them all, i guess i dun really need to sleep liao... anw, i guess my biggest dream this year is to jump far far... really far... it's my life...
hmm, i've been trying to get myself away from work n relax by signing up for courses and workshops... haha, this is the benefit of getting quite alot of appointments (good sai gangs) as a clerk... though i gotta work more, but i get the opportunity to attend expensive and useful workshop... went to some sdu workshop where they taught how to look good, be presentable and i prolly will be going one on creating the 1st impression... it's quite helpful and good to waste time... went for some creative workshop and soon going for some creative camp for wits projects... well, these seminars are kindda ex... lemme see, i've prolly ripped more than 1k frm saf going for all the medical tests and specialists visits... and ripped bout 1k going for the courses too... well, these creative courses are not cheap commercially...
being a clerk is kindda good now though u need to do lotsa sai gangs... but u learn alot too... well, this humanitarian mission, my unit was tasked the oic for some of the detachments and though i wasn't in theatre, it was fulfilling doing the preparation and getting in touch with some interesting briefings and admin preparation that will only appear once in a lifetime...
well, that's so much for my updates on 2005... signing off... gotta prep my tuition stuff... sianz, why the agencies ask me to teach pri sch kids... hopefully i get more sec sch students... well, i guess i would like to teach history for term 2 of 2006 aft i ord... hopefully, i get to teach any of the ip schs... oh well, it's still quite a long way...
time to work hard... calvin will pia again...
Saturday, January 01, 2005
05 DIVE!
welcome 05...
i dun think i'll be reflecting on 04 and listing my resolution so soon for 05... still feeling weird...
anw, "05 DIVE!" was kindda fun... it's been 5 years since we went jiaen's house for a poolside countdown... back then was "tam tam 2000"... gosh, time flies... it seemed yest when i was in that same pool 5 years ago... well, i guess we're all growing old... we didn't anything elaborate for the countdown, dinner, praise and worship, prayers for the tsunami victims... but the video presentation on 04 fellowship events was really hilarious... played bridge aft countdown, and as expected, i was the 1st one to knock off, too old to stay awake for so long... but i guess amidst the celebrations, i wasn't really happy or excited... u want to celebrate but it's just not right... it's really weird...
well, got a call from wong this morning that we're all on standby now... gotta pack my fieldpack and other misc items and be prepared to stay in from mon or get recalled any moment from 0000h 020105... gotta bring passport too, seems like i may get to go for the relief aid... time to ans to my call of duty...
04 has been a year of irony...
05?
i dun think i'll be reflecting on 04 and listing my resolution so soon for 05... still feeling weird...
anw, "05 DIVE!" was kindda fun... it's been 5 years since we went jiaen's house for a poolside countdown... back then was "tam tam 2000"... gosh, time flies... it seemed yest when i was in that same pool 5 years ago... well, i guess we're all growing old... we didn't anything elaborate for the countdown, dinner, praise and worship, prayers for the tsunami victims... but the video presentation on 04 fellowship events was really hilarious... played bridge aft countdown, and as expected, i was the 1st one to knock off, too old to stay awake for so long... but i guess amidst the celebrations, i wasn't really happy or excited... u want to celebrate but it's just not right... it's really weird...
well, got a call from wong this morning that we're all on standby now... gotta pack my fieldpack and other misc items and be prepared to stay in from mon or get recalled any moment from 0000h 020105... gotta bring passport too, seems like i may get to go for the relief aid... time to ans to my call of duty...
04 has been a year of irony...
05?
Thursday, December 30, 2004
pillar of confidence - 3 saf tpt bn...
there's so much to say.. too much... too much emotions to let out... too much ironies to face... how should i start... i'll talk bout 2004 soon...
but now, lemme say a few words bout the humanitarian mission... we all have this intrinsic human nature in us, which is love... the images of dead bodies and staggling victims are simply so real... it's so near, yet so far... it just feels so surreal... we have been too sheltered to get the real impact... that's why i wanna go for the mission, i believe sean and ron would agree with me that it's not just the participation, but rather it may change ur perspective towards life when u experience ground zero situation... i couldn't help it but felt very weird when i was preparing the nominal roll for those ppl who were activated from my unit... it felt suddenly for a moment that the things which i'm doing has a purpose, has a cause... it's no more wayang games, it's real! real time operation... well, bout 70% of my unit (although my unit is very small) has been activated for this humanitarian mission to indonesia and india... sigh, hq coy was also activiated too but it's only for combat fit ppl... some combat fit ppl didn't wanna go, i hope that it's poss for us to replace them... but on the other hand, there're also risk involve... threat of terrorist kidnapping us, chance of snapping after seeing so many dead bodies, the strike of another tsunami... *touchwood* i guess my parents would be very worried too... i was making phone calls to the next of kin of some of the stc guys, and most parents were kindda worried bout their sons... they kept asking qns like how long will the deployment be, wat are the dangers, will their son be infected with disease, where will they sleep or eat, and many other qns... well, i was trying to reassure them and telling them that they should be proud of their sons for being part of this charitable effort...
the feeling of the entire episode is slowy sinking into me as i occupied myself with the ops stuff today... i dun really feel sad but rather i feel useless... i guess the only and best thing i can do now is to offer my prayers... there some things that are unavoidable... maybe it's really revelation unfolding itself... the end is soon...
may the air, sea and amphibious guys have a safe trip... god bless...
"pillar of confidence" - 3 saf tpt bn
but now, lemme say a few words bout the humanitarian mission... we all have this intrinsic human nature in us, which is love... the images of dead bodies and staggling victims are simply so real... it's so near, yet so far... it just feels so surreal... we have been too sheltered to get the real impact... that's why i wanna go for the mission, i believe sean and ron would agree with me that it's not just the participation, but rather it may change ur perspective towards life when u experience ground zero situation... i couldn't help it but felt very weird when i was preparing the nominal roll for those ppl who were activated from my unit... it felt suddenly for a moment that the things which i'm doing has a purpose, has a cause... it's no more wayang games, it's real! real time operation... well, bout 70% of my unit (although my unit is very small) has been activated for this humanitarian mission to indonesia and india... sigh, hq coy was also activiated too but it's only for combat fit ppl... some combat fit ppl didn't wanna go, i hope that it's poss for us to replace them... but on the other hand, there're also risk involve... threat of terrorist kidnapping us, chance of snapping after seeing so many dead bodies, the strike of another tsunami... *touchwood* i guess my parents would be very worried too... i was making phone calls to the next of kin of some of the stc guys, and most parents were kindda worried bout their sons... they kept asking qns like how long will the deployment be, wat are the dangers, will their son be infected with disease, where will they sleep or eat, and many other qns... well, i was trying to reassure them and telling them that they should be proud of their sons for being part of this charitable effort...
the feeling of the entire episode is slowy sinking into me as i occupied myself with the ops stuff today... i dun really feel sad but rather i feel useless... i guess the only and best thing i can do now is to offer my prayers... there some things that are unavoidable... maybe it's really revelation unfolding itself... the end is soon...
may the air, sea and amphibious guys have a safe trip... god bless...
"pillar of confidence" - 3 saf tpt bn
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
a happy day...
it's a happy sunny day... 14 hours of sleep... sweet dreams... i just feel happy... refreshed soul... renewed spirit...
well, thanx sean for ur sharing... realised that work is dead, if u can't change ur predicament, change ur attitude towards it... that's the only way to be happy in a times and place where you do not have a choice... so i decided to come to work with a positive mindset, true enough i felt happier, though i still do the same amount of work... we all have a purpose in wherever we are, no matter how bad our situation, (i'm coming to terms with it) there will always be a lesson learnt, an opportunity to mould you to become a better, stronger person...
here's a prayer for everyone...
"dear lord,
please grant me
the serenity,
to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage,
to change the things i can,
and wisdom,
to know the difference..."
rushed to church for mime rehearsal in the evening... was happy... excited... i feel that it's like a replay or rather a reset from 4 years ago... we're singing the same theme song, i'm acting very similar role, the message is the same... but the style and the settings are different... it feels deja vu but yet it feels new... as though i'm given a new lease of life... this xmas will be the turning point... trust in god that it will be...
joan, thanx for the chalet... i really enjoyed the company of everyone... seems like yesterday where we were all together at the same place... doing the same jiaobinish stuff...
i'm just happy today!!!
hehehehehehe...
well, thanx sean for ur sharing... realised that work is dead, if u can't change ur predicament, change ur attitude towards it... that's the only way to be happy in a times and place where you do not have a choice... so i decided to come to work with a positive mindset, true enough i felt happier, though i still do the same amount of work... we all have a purpose in wherever we are, no matter how bad our situation, (i'm coming to terms with it) there will always be a lesson learnt, an opportunity to mould you to become a better, stronger person...
here's a prayer for everyone...
"dear lord,
please grant me
the serenity,
to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage,
to change the things i can,
and wisdom,
to know the difference..."
rushed to church for mime rehearsal in the evening... was happy... excited... i feel that it's like a replay or rather a reset from 4 years ago... we're singing the same theme song, i'm acting very similar role, the message is the same... but the style and the settings are different... it feels deja vu but yet it feels new... as though i'm given a new lease of life... this xmas will be the turning point... trust in god that it will be...
joan, thanx for the chalet... i really enjoyed the company of everyone... seems like yesterday where we were all together at the same place... doing the same jiaobinish stuff...
i'm just happy today!!!
hehehehehehe...
tour de singapore
tour de singapore has finally concluded... just the four of us, braving the night and changing weather conditions... nevertheless, we completed this feat of conquering the eastern part of singapore... well, i really gotta apologise to you guys, cuz i misread the map, which resulted in us ending up travelling 500m on expressway... upp changi road east merges 500m into tpe and ends at loyang junction... sigh, sorry guys for endangering ur lives... i know sean, ron and mmg will def kill me for this grave error... i'll definitely let everyone approve the route card the next time round... i've calculated the distance (courtesy of streetdirectory.com) which we travelled and here is the breakdown of them...
ecp bike shop - airport taxiway (9575.86m)
airport taxiway - saf ferry terminal (6381.27m)
saf ferry terminal - siglap 7/11 (16275.66m)
siglap 7/11 - katong bp stn (4428.20m)
katong bp stn - geylang lor 9 (2735.87m)
geylang lor 9 - esplanade (5135.71m)
esplanade - indoor stadium (5690.78m)
indoor stadium - ecp bike shop (5728.18m)
total mileage = 55951.53m (56km)
well, there will certainly be another tour de singapore organised in the near future and all are strongly welcome to join us... perhaps a few locations and adventure which we can look into would be exploring the western and southern trials, adventure trails in bt timah hills or macritchie...
apart from the thrill of biking and the magnificent night scenery of our lovely island, the brotherhood spirit in pushing on was great... maybe i was abit high that day that i wanted to complete our journey... but i guess it was cuz u all were around that's why i had the motivation to pia the last part of the journey... i wouldn't have done it if i were alone... anyway, kudos to everyone...
"open arms" by journey was played on the radio just as we entered mac aft completing our journey... what an appropriate song, it's the theme song for umizaru... an inspiring show about brotherhood...
ron powering up with apple pie
bike check
pit stop 1 @ siglap 7/11
油条supper at geylang lor 9
seeking shelter at a bus stop
awe... the singapore skyline
here are some postcards too...
ecp bike shop - airport taxiway (9575.86m)
airport taxiway - saf ferry terminal (6381.27m)
saf ferry terminal - siglap 7/11 (16275.66m)
siglap 7/11 - katong bp stn (4428.20m)
katong bp stn - geylang lor 9 (2735.87m)
geylang lor 9 - esplanade (5135.71m)
esplanade - indoor stadium (5690.78m)
indoor stadium - ecp bike shop (5728.18m)
total mileage = 55951.53m (56km)
well, there will certainly be another tour de singapore organised in the near future and all are strongly welcome to join us... perhaps a few locations and adventure which we can look into would be exploring the western and southern trials, adventure trails in bt timah hills or macritchie...
apart from the thrill of biking and the magnificent night scenery of our lovely island, the brotherhood spirit in pushing on was great... maybe i was abit high that day that i wanted to complete our journey... but i guess it was cuz u all were around that's why i had the motivation to pia the last part of the journey... i wouldn't have done it if i were alone... anyway, kudos to everyone...
"open arms" by journey was played on the radio just as we entered mac aft completing our journey... what an appropriate song, it's the theme song for umizaru... an inspiring show about brotherhood...
ron powering up with apple pie
bike check
pit stop 1 @ siglap 7/11
油条supper at geylang lor 9
seeking shelter at a bus stop
awe... the singapore skyline
here are some postcards too...
我也很想他
我也很想他 (电影“在世界的中心呼喊爱情”台湾中文主题曲)
那时我们总有好多话 什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早 却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化 我不想再多说话
经过了相遇和挣扎 我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了 有一天你突然问我
在那个时候 是否也爱着他 我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀 只是那时的他
是因为你他开始飞翔 我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长
还记得 那年我们三个许下的愿望
星星骗了我们 我们却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分 我们都一样
那时我们总有好多话 什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早 却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化 我不想再多说话
经过了相遇和挣扎 我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了 有一天你突然问我
在那个时候 是否也爱着他 我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀 只是那时的他
是因为你他开始飞翔 我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长
还记得 那年我们三个许下的愿望
星星骗了我们 我们却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分 我们都一样
Saturday, December 11, 2004
the forgotten is bliss...
i wake up... its slowly disappearing... it's blissful... one day, it'll all be gone... what a nice sleep and dream... you were there... you were also there...
我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人 我以为
这就是我所追求的世界 然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后 总有残缺 我走在 每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念 过去单纯美好小幸福 爱总是让人哭 让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚 好孤独 天黑的时候 我又想起那首歌
突然期待 下起安静的雨
还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去就勇敢的放弃
还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信 走下去
喜欢听歌 感人的歌 它让我觉得 爱是对的
睡不着 我就醒着 喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我获得一些心得 得不到 我就放掉
不再让日子被打乱了 寂寞很吵 我很安静
情绪很多 我很镇定 因为投入 所以放弃
不愿再被痛醒 固执算不算任性的要求
付出也可能看不到结果 终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避 让感情犯错 承诺算不算任性的要求
人总是不能太容易感动 当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要 从混乱解脱 喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我获得一些心得 得不到 我就放掉
不去触碰到我的需要 喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我觉得爱是对的
爱过你才学会离别 犯过错才学会后悔 哭过后才学会谅解
我会学会 我的世界 失去你拥抱的甜美 我学会珍惜的可贵
把我留在你身边是否就是幸福 两个人的世界你是否就很满足
对我你只有一再的约束 我的痛苦 你不清楚
跟我相爱或许你已摆脱了孤独 到底是你的全部还是你的宠物
我感受不到你爱的温度 如何相处 我不要束缚
这一刻 时间变成行李
越过生命悲喜 陪伴着我前进
因为你 让我看清自己
面对未知的恐惧 脚步更加坚定
放心离开 我我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着 不可思议的梦
雨后的天空 会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着 我会找到 自由
最後一场赛跑 他开始踮脚
陌生人的喧闹 一句都听不到
想飞越 他不怕高
我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人 我以为
这就是我所追求的世界 然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后 总有残缺 我走在 每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念 过去单纯美好小幸福 爱总是让人哭 让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚 好孤独 天黑的时候 我又想起那首歌
突然期待 下起安静的雨
还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去就勇敢的放弃
还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信 走下去
喜欢听歌 感人的歌 它让我觉得 爱是对的
睡不着 我就醒着 喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我获得一些心得 得不到 我就放掉
不再让日子被打乱了 寂寞很吵 我很安静
情绪很多 我很镇定 因为投入 所以放弃
不愿再被痛醒 固执算不算任性的要求
付出也可能看不到结果 终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避 让感情犯错 承诺算不算任性的要求
人总是不能太容易感动 当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要 从混乱解脱 喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我获得一些心得 得不到 我就放掉
不去触碰到我的需要 喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我觉得爱是对的
爱过你才学会离别 犯过错才学会后悔 哭过后才学会谅解
我会学会 我的世界 失去你拥抱的甜美 我学会珍惜的可贵
把我留在你身边是否就是幸福 两个人的世界你是否就很满足
对我你只有一再的约束 我的痛苦 你不清楚
跟我相爱或许你已摆脱了孤独 到底是你的全部还是你的宠物
我感受不到你爱的温度 如何相处 我不要束缚
这一刻 时间变成行李
越过生命悲喜 陪伴着我前进
因为你 让我看清自己
面对未知的恐惧 脚步更加坚定
放心离开 我我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着 不可思议的梦
雨后的天空 会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着 我会找到 自由
最後一场赛跑 他开始踮脚
陌生人的喧闹 一句都听不到
想飞越 他不怕高
an ill ect...
i'm down... lost my battle against the flu bug... but i'll be back in health again tmr for tour de singapore...
feeling betta now, was just too sianz diao just now with some commanders...
time to hit the bed and sleep... tmr will be a long day...
goodnight everyone... *yawnz*
feeling betta now, was just too sianz diao just now with some commanders...
time to hit the bed and sleep... tmr will be a long day...
goodnight everyone... *yawnz*
Friday, December 10, 2004
the law and leader...
still feeling high... prolly cuz of the little sleep... the pang sai theory really works...
anyway, let's congratulate mmg for crossing over to ocs... yay, another occifer to be... fortunately, it won't be alpha for him...
we come from many places
all across the land
of many different races
together hand in hand
united we stand
divided we fall
ready to serve our nation's call
therein lies the difference between a good officer and a bad officer... u can have the power, but wat do u do with so much power in your hands?
i think you have a disease, a disease that is so deadly...
you can live in your wonderland, or u can live in your berlin...
seriously, the law is neither black nor white...
seeing case files and preparing court martial cases can be confusing when preparing for the 1st time... many issues are debatable... would u stand up for righteousness? what is righteousness? who determines the serverity of the punishment? what is right? what is wrong? seriously, there is not absolute standard... it makes it feel sick...
you can twist and turn...
you can hide with your flamboyance...
you can wear a mask...
you can play ur game...
we are of no match for u in this field, but do remember that the higher u climb, the greater u fall...
i wouldn't want to join in ur little psycho game, cuz it'll only breed hatred...
i guess the only way to get rid of u will be to work with u...
we'll "glorify" u so much so that ur ego overflows with desires and craves...
we commoners don't mind sacrificing, cuz the truth and good hearted will eventually triumph over the evil... and u will be left alone to suffer in this cold cold world...
do absolute law exist? they do... i believe...
anyway, let's congratulate mmg for crossing over to ocs... yay, another occifer to be... fortunately, it won't be alpha for him...
we come from many places
all across the land
of many different races
together hand in hand
united we stand
divided we fall
ready to serve our nation's call
therein lies the difference between a good officer and a bad officer... u can have the power, but wat do u do with so much power in your hands?
i think you have a disease, a disease that is so deadly...
you can live in your wonderland, or u can live in your berlin...
seriously, the law is neither black nor white...
seeing case files and preparing court martial cases can be confusing when preparing for the 1st time... many issues are debatable... would u stand up for righteousness? what is righteousness? who determines the serverity of the punishment? what is right? what is wrong? seriously, there is not absolute standard... it makes it feel sick...
you can twist and turn...
you can hide with your flamboyance...
you can wear a mask...
you can play ur game...
we are of no match for u in this field, but do remember that the higher u climb, the greater u fall...
i wouldn't want to join in ur little psycho game, cuz it'll only breed hatred...
i guess the only way to get rid of u will be to work with u...
we'll "glorify" u so much so that ur ego overflows with desires and craves...
we commoners don't mind sacrificing, cuz the truth and good hearted will eventually triumph over the evil... and u will be left alone to suffer in this cold cold world...
do absolute law exist? they do... i believe...
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
remembering the times...
haven't been blogging for quite a long time... i think msn is kindda addictive, once i start chatting, i won't blog at all, dun like to multitask by blogging and chatting...
anyway, i really am sorry for not putting up my new blog design, cuz there're still some tech errors... haiz... it'll be up in late dec cuz my friend will be helping me with the codes... haiz, dunno why i still can't solve the codes... so watch my blog soon... i'll prolly put more photos to my new blog...
gosh, time flies... tmr will be the official ending of the A lvls exams last yr... i still remember the time where we played soccer aft our paper, went marche for dinner. went sentosa for cycling on the imme sat... these are just some of the things i recollect and still fondly think about them... well, some of u would prolly have forgotten some of the events, even those very minor details but i remembered... it may or may not be a blessing to be able to remember so many things (though i can remember work stuff)... anyway, just like to thank everyone again cuz everyone would bring back happy memories of my life...
dunno where should i start... maybe i should start from last wed, during the release of psle results.. well, my cousin didn't do very well, but managed to appeal into chs... i was thinking how fast 7 years have past, since i had the horrid exp during the results day... well, though it was such a long time ago, i could somehow identify with my cousin's feeling... the thought somehow led me to think about my sec1 days in chs... it was just carefree days, things were simple like wat justin say... then i went back trg on fri with hc and chs... haha, it was kindda slack, didn't do much... but i guess the trg on that track with spikes on, made me feel as though i was back in chs... it started raining when we wanted to run, the feeling of romancing in the rain was simply great... i was talking with daryl bout our days trg there, how we could exp all those again... but it seems so near, yet so far away and daryl will be j2 next yr liao... sorry jiayi, for isolating her in our chat...
rehearsing for my church mime performance along orchard rd during xmas season... and here are my performance date... haha, do watch it if u happen to drop by orchard, i'll be a lead...
17 dec fri 830-9pm wisma atria
20 dec mon 930-10pm paragon
22 dec wed 930-10pm paragon
i guess most of u wouldn't have watched my church performance in 2000, where i acted as a spastic little kid 小皮蛋... haha, i was really act cute then, but this time round, i'm back with more act cute, or maybe ect actions... 4 yrs apart, same idea but diff exp and feeling... the endless nights of rehearsing with mingyao, jiamun and recording the theme song 圣诞的意义... those were happy and exciting times, though it was very bz... well, it's really god's blessing to see how everyone devp over the years... it's also a blessing for me, knowing the purpose to go through all the experiences in life and how amazing it is to have everyone in my life... was hoping someone could see the light 4 years ago, but i guess it'll take a lifetime... anyway, i like dec, cuz it's hols, there seems to be an interesting feeling bout dec, i feel happy... time to make n buy xmas pres soon, dunno if i have time this year... haha...
yay, went karaoke today, was happy singing all the old songs and esp stefie's songs!!! but too bad there weren't any songs from her new album... shall go another time one of these days... i can't sing most of the songs, cuz of my range... shall work on those songs which i can sing... hmm, thinking bout songs, these are some of the memoriable songs which remind me of events and ppl...
black eyed pea - where is the love : class dinners at nydc wheelock
avril lavigne - skater boy : guowei
kylie : joan
eason - k ge zhi wang : joel
stef - yu jian, the moment : hc lib studying rm, mugging for prelims
bsb - i want it that way : 2j
mambo no5 : kelv
beegees - staying alive : class dance during hc orientation
faith hill - there u'll be : sec4 nats
evelyn tan - xin lian xin : sec2 nats
savage gdn : times i spent in aust
i think the list can go on and on, that's why i like listening to my database of music cuz i can think about friends and events that happ... songs are like database memories to me...
help... singapore has been almost fully explored... how should i excite myself with moving around this tiny island home...
well, working life is really bz, everyday just zoom past very fast, in no time, i'll ord... it's good that time flies so that i can get out of this place soon, but when time flies, i'll hold on to even more things, cuz i can't let memories go...
anyway, i really am sorry for not putting up my new blog design, cuz there're still some tech errors... haiz... it'll be up in late dec cuz my friend will be helping me with the codes... haiz, dunno why i still can't solve the codes... so watch my blog soon... i'll prolly put more photos to my new blog...
gosh, time flies... tmr will be the official ending of the A lvls exams last yr... i still remember the time where we played soccer aft our paper, went marche for dinner. went sentosa for cycling on the imme sat... these are just some of the things i recollect and still fondly think about them... well, some of u would prolly have forgotten some of the events, even those very minor details but i remembered... it may or may not be a blessing to be able to remember so many things (though i can remember work stuff)... anyway, just like to thank everyone again cuz everyone would bring back happy memories of my life...
dunno where should i start... maybe i should start from last wed, during the release of psle results.. well, my cousin didn't do very well, but managed to appeal into chs... i was thinking how fast 7 years have past, since i had the horrid exp during the results day... well, though it was such a long time ago, i could somehow identify with my cousin's feeling... the thought somehow led me to think about my sec1 days in chs... it was just carefree days, things were simple like wat justin say... then i went back trg on fri with hc and chs... haha, it was kindda slack, didn't do much... but i guess the trg on that track with spikes on, made me feel as though i was back in chs... it started raining when we wanted to run, the feeling of romancing in the rain was simply great... i was talking with daryl bout our days trg there, how we could exp all those again... but it seems so near, yet so far away and daryl will be j2 next yr liao... sorry jiayi, for isolating her in our chat...
rehearsing for my church mime performance along orchard rd during xmas season... and here are my performance date... haha, do watch it if u happen to drop by orchard, i'll be a lead...
17 dec fri 830-9pm wisma atria
20 dec mon 930-10pm paragon
22 dec wed 930-10pm paragon
i guess most of u wouldn't have watched my church performance in 2000, where i acted as a spastic little kid 小皮蛋... haha, i was really act cute then, but this time round, i'm back with more act cute, or maybe ect actions... 4 yrs apart, same idea but diff exp and feeling... the endless nights of rehearsing with mingyao, jiamun and recording the theme song 圣诞的意义... those were happy and exciting times, though it was very bz... well, it's really god's blessing to see how everyone devp over the years... it's also a blessing for me, knowing the purpose to go through all the experiences in life and how amazing it is to have everyone in my life... was hoping someone could see the light 4 years ago, but i guess it'll take a lifetime... anyway, i like dec, cuz it's hols, there seems to be an interesting feeling bout dec, i feel happy... time to make n buy xmas pres soon, dunno if i have time this year... haha...
yay, went karaoke today, was happy singing all the old songs and esp stefie's songs!!! but too bad there weren't any songs from her new album... shall go another time one of these days... i can't sing most of the songs, cuz of my range... shall work on those songs which i can sing... hmm, thinking bout songs, these are some of the memoriable songs which remind me of events and ppl...
black eyed pea - where is the love : class dinners at nydc wheelock
avril lavigne - skater boy : guowei
kylie : joan
eason - k ge zhi wang : joel
stef - yu jian, the moment : hc lib studying rm, mugging for prelims
bsb - i want it that way : 2j
mambo no5 : kelv
beegees - staying alive : class dance during hc orientation
faith hill - there u'll be : sec4 nats
evelyn tan - xin lian xin : sec2 nats
savage gdn : times i spent in aust
i think the list can go on and on, that's why i like listening to my database of music cuz i can think about friends and events that happ... songs are like database memories to me...
help... singapore has been almost fully explored... how should i excite myself with moving around this tiny island home...
well, working life is really bz, everyday just zoom past very fast, in no time, i'll ord... it's good that time flies so that i can get out of this place soon, but when time flies, i'll hold on to even more things, cuz i can't let memories go...
Thursday, November 18, 2004
the need for speed...
(BMW Z4)
my love... sleek, stylish...
(Audi TT)
my future... advant garde...
(Mazda RX-8)
my dream... attraction...
my top 3 cars list... if i ever get to drive them...
Monday, November 15, 2004
sth transcending over me...
feeling weird...
really weird...
it's overpowering...
anyway, i'll miss my dear sunny... it's been 3 years since i had it... though it's only a car, but dunno why i feel sad that i'm changing car... but i guess if u spend time with sth long enough, you'll devp feelings for it...
really weird...
it's overpowering...
anyway, i'll miss my dear sunny... it's been 3 years since i had it... though it's only a car, but dunno why i feel sad that i'm changing car... but i guess if u spend time with sth long enough, you'll devp feelings for it...
Friday, November 05, 2004
slacking day...
joorasick puk in the morn... wertz, this course lect was sooo ect... kept talking bout joorasick puk and the dinosaurs and compared them to the chief clerks... kept harping on the fact that making babies is very impt... wertz... he spent like 10mins asking ppl what they understood by "below 7 years old"... surprisingly, most reg said it meant 7 years and below... and he condemned them and exclaimed that they should go back to the joo... the joorasick puk...
next, went to eat prata for lunch with jianwei n chief at casuarina... then it was kster at chinatown... sang until i no voice... haha, managed to sing my oldies like 温柔的夜 which stunned everyone cuz i sang such an OLD song... wertz... oh well, wong sang really really well, sounded exactly like eason! joel, gotta buck up man... haha... settled for dinner at sakae... boy, it was a long time since i ate so much, but i can agree that eating too much sakae makes the buffet sick... well, we couldn't finish quite alot of food so we started playing 终极密码 and the loser will hafta finish the plate of food... best! still can't finish food, then we stuck the rice in between the plates... haha... wanted to play generals with kelv and some other ppl but it was too late liao cuz they wanted to play till 3am... so it was home sweet home for me...
hehe, my nov will be quite slack... but come dec, jan, work will pile up again... shall enjoy myeslf while i can...
btw, the new stef cd is quite a worth buy... though some songs sound quite ndp and some sound like her indian songs... haha... been listening to it in car the whole day... remember to support singaporean singers...
shall rush my tuition notes, been slacking too much liao...
大姐 signing off here... wishing all her 小妹s and 姐姐s good luck in their exams!!!
next, went to eat prata for lunch with jianwei n chief at casuarina... then it was kster at chinatown... sang until i no voice... haha, managed to sing my oldies like 温柔的夜 which stunned everyone cuz i sang such an OLD song... wertz... oh well, wong sang really really well, sounded exactly like eason! joel, gotta buck up man... haha... settled for dinner at sakae... boy, it was a long time since i ate so much, but i can agree that eating too much sakae makes the buffet sick... well, we couldn't finish quite alot of food so we started playing 终极密码 and the loser will hafta finish the plate of food... best! still can't finish food, then we stuck the rice in between the plates... haha... wanted to play generals with kelv and some other ppl but it was too late liao cuz they wanted to play till 3am... so it was home sweet home for me...
hehe, my nov will be quite slack... but come dec, jan, work will pile up again... shall enjoy myeslf while i can...
btw, the new stef cd is quite a worth buy... though some songs sound quite ndp and some sound like her indian songs... haha... been listening to it in car the whole day... remember to support singaporean singers...
shall rush my tuition notes, been slacking too much liao...
大姐 signing off here... wishing all her 小妹s and 姐姐s good luck in their exams!!!
Thursday, November 04, 2004
加油 folks...
all the best folks... it's the time of the year again... can't believe it that tmr marks the one year anniversary of the start of A levels... this is really fast!!! anyway, to sisters in uni, good luck for ur exams...
another quad of bushism...
well, bush has won... though i prefer kerry to win, but i guess it might be more practical for bush to win... since he started the mess, he has to end it... well, just hope that he'll make more sensible decisions this time round...
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