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life is getting very busy for everyone... tonnes of stuff to read... just heard from my friend some stuff bout arch... she spent 17hrs drawing for her assignment, sat and sun are all burnt, and the drawing assignments are piling up... on top of that, the readings will come in soon about the ideas and approaches to arch... the readings are so abstract that u won't have any idea what it's all about... wertz ?!?! anyway, just gotta be mentally prepared 2 years later...

well, work is piling up in camp too, beginning to go home later and later, prolly will have to knock off later soon... tonnes of data to check for auditing... and few projects in hand, sigh... time is never enough... but i kindda enjoy it though... i'm a clerk, a designer, an event organiser... hopefully i can work faster and ...

just saw some case files of ppl getting charge, kindda interesting reading the juicy info but sadddening too... hopefully i won't handle any court martial cases, cuz there's lotsa legal stuff to prep... it's really understandable why lawyers are so stressed... too bad, only an officer gets to take part in the hearing, while the clerk will prepare the relavant docs, but of cuz i can always screw the case up...

i'm beginning to see my purpose here... it's definitely betta to be a busy clerk rather than a slack storeman... fortunately, i'm not a clerk in an active unit, if not i'll hafta go outfield with my rifle, papers, stationaries and maybe laptop.. which sux cuz i'll be doing more than a rifleman... there's a sense of accomplishment when i finish my stuff... being a clerk can also train me to be more meticulous in doing things, taking care of the nitty gritty details... it trains u to manage your time wisely... you'll get exposed to lotsa things too, getting contacts, establishing networks, organising events... i can say that at least this 2 years won't be wasted... but hopefully, i won't be burn out... hmm, it's also quite miraculous that i got posted to this unit and shafiq is in my neighbouring unit... this was how i got connections with safsa... kindda lucky though...